Welcome to Holding My Wildness

An exploration of embodiment, Eros, and the emotional undercurrents shaping my life.

This is a space for men who want to feel more alive in their bodies—who are ready to listen inward, lean into discomfort, and root themselves in presence.

This space is a living altar.

Here, I’ll share live journal sessions, long-form reflections, essays, and embodied rituals that support me on my journey to expand my capacity to hold more life.

This is not a space for perfection or prescription.

It’s a call to explore the wild together—in all its messiness, beauty, rage, grief, and power. Everything is welcome here.

If you’re longing to feel more alive, more honest, and more attuned to your inner world, this space is for you.

Let’s hold the wildness together.